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Mistress Lora:
Thank you again, for our time together again. You asked for thoughts and I wrote them out while fresh. Please excuse typos, or something I may have forgotten.
At the end of our time, it will be experiences, more than anything else, which defined the journey.
Too often I have put my sexuality behind other needs, other pursuits. Today was so powerful for me in starting to explore things so long only fantasized about or explored only through partners who do it out of love but no interest in the play.
I really appreciate the way you kept me off-guard, surprised by each piece that came next.
Starting with the end of our time together: The way you dressed, then modified me – tying the bottom of the men’s shirt like a girl, rolling up the sleeves put me into a “grey area” not CDing but very obviously femme. Even more obvious if one looked observantly and also saw the bit of Spanx that showed – a bra / breasts? not pecs underneath the shirt.
The women at Stockroom all smiled when I walked in the door and their reaction to me -seeing me dressed as I was – turned me on. On the way home I had to pee and get gas and I ended up in Spectrum Shopping Mall where I wandered in to a Lulu Lemon store – the female associate asked if I needed help as I passed by women’s yoga pants and was looking up at them, which also turned me on. I got a weird look from some bald headed muscle dude. And it was interesting to experience that too. It was liberating and fun and humiliating and everything that turns me on. The dress was enough to say “not a ‘real’ man,” “possible sissy” but not too much as to get me into trouble. I had this sense you would do something when you sent me back out into the world and it would have the right balance of not being too much.
I would be curious to continue to play with this progression and to attach it to “games” as we did today.
Thanks for keeping me “off-base” not answering the email about my session thoughts. At first I wondered, did she get it? Then I felt like it was a little odd, uncharacteristic as you had been so communicative in response to everything else. But then I realized this was going to be on your terms. And that was powerful. I’ve been reading Esther Perel’s Mating in Captivity and she talks about how great-sex is all about the unexpected, surprise, mystery: it was all there today.
In that same regard I was initially surprised you did not cut off the clothes from my body; except underwear – loved the way you teased me as you did, “just a little piece of cloth that’s all that defines your masculinity.” “There it goes.” : )
Loved the incorporation of role reversal. How I was the one going to be objectified today. Versus me checking out women – objectifying them. I wonder if play might someday involve going to a yoga class – dressed – the one observed?
Admired your sequencing of the whole session: from clothed to barefoot to naked to feminized – Putting me into the bra, panties, then woman’s Prana yoga outfit. Once feminized – – utilization of the stocks for my head – I don’t know why – it just turns me on so much being in stocks like that being gagged – you telling me you were tired of listening to me; writing on me; Daisy Dukes; nipple pay, and the final ass play.
Being in stocks – – so humiliating. The leather bindings you put on me allowed more flexibility creating unknown possibility; but hope some future scenario I will be humiliated bent over immobilized head and arms in stocks. Ass thrust out totally exposed for your use. Maybe not even the next one – but someday … ?!?!?!
In many ways I felt you could just read me. Putting my legs in spreaders, made me feel so vulnerable, exposed, helpless.
Could I please explore this more in our future scenarios?
Which lead to your cutting up the clothes. Doing it in front of me was so very powerful – with me totally immobilized – can’t do anything. But the biggest surprise was when you cut up the jeans and turned them into Daisy Dukes. I couldn’t believe it because I had NOT!! mentioned that, but I had fantasized about you doing exactly that!!! … to my jeans. Thank you for then making me model them and adjusting your “tailoring” to reveal even more butt cheek.
There was a part of me that “secretly” yearned that this was how I would be sent out into the world at the end of our play today. To be dressed in a pair of cutoffs that had my ass exposed. Really feminine, Daisy Dukes. I almost wish there could have been two pairs of jeans one made into Daisy Dukes that I had to wear when I left and another that were ultimately destroyed as they were. Choices …choices!!!
I wonder now, if at some point, I will be made to bring another pair of jeans for destruction now that you know this secret desire of mine? And whether there will be certain requirements for the jeans you will destroy next, or they will have to be women’s jeans???
Now going a bit out of sequence …
I really enjoyed everything that was done to my nipples. The clover? clamps were a little painful at first and then I was surprised by how quickly I grew accustomed to them and then surprised, I kind of forgot about them. Even when you took them off … the pain was not as bad as some home clamps I have worn. I would be curious in a session what it would be like to start to with the clamps we did today, then a tighter pair? Or is two clamps in one session too much? I realize too, today was about learning more about what I can and can’t handle.
And to say it … I acknowledge and appreciate how you took it slow and erred on the side of caution while still creating and amazing experience – thank you
The nipple suction devices – – It makes me hard just writing that. I want to touch myself. I would be really curious in exploring with you modifying my nipples further? What would it be like to do even more suction – make them bigger. I find the idea of big nipples and aureoles such a turn on. Especially with all the teasing regarding how I now had bigger nipples than you. That’s an example of teasing that is so effective for me. I liked how you teased me for losing my position as an entitled man, not so powerful anymore …just a sissy … etc. At the end when you saw me sweating in the Spanx and said “not so easy being a woman is it?”
The teasing throughout was perfect!!! Perfect!!! I felt very put in my place, humiliated, submissive. I NEVER felt like you crossed some thin-fine line though and became mean or abusive – It felt like we were playing and I loved your entire verbal way throughout – more — please – more.
Coming back to my nipples – Really surprised by how sensitive my skin around the suction devices got – totally unexpected. I felt weak in the knees as you ran your nails over those regions and it felt wonderful.
Also out of sequence – really enjoyed the body writing. Loved your drawing penises all over me. Again the teasing oral and body writing really pushed buttons that turn me on. Curious how, longitudinally, this stays fresh? There’s a side that would like you to write all over me every time and yet, I wonder does it lose its impact if done too much?
I liked the game of being made to hold the dildo in my mouth. Again the teasing, “I (Daddy) don’t suck cock … you (w … wendy??) sucks cock … and you like it … don’t you.” And then the game requiring me to suck the cock to hold it in place – turning me into your little cock sucker. I couldn’t believe the time I dropped it! There was a side of me that wanted to lose again but I’m so darn competitive and determined. When I think of all the hard things I’ve succeeded at in life, hanging on to a cock …LOL …
One suggestion might be, if the first challenge you gave me is proving too easy … what would it be like to receive a second challenge or to make the first challenge harder?
Although I must confess, I was surprised I managed to hold on to it once the ass fucking started. Having the dildo in my mouth and ass – and being teased by you about that – pushed so many of my buttons and I felt a shift inward – like I had gone from the guy who walked through the door to a true sub.
I’ve done ass play but I’ve never experienced anything like that. For years now I have heard about “going into sub space.” But it was when you started to fuck my ass, stick your fingers up there and then fuck me with the dildo, that I truly felt I had a chemical, energetic, life changing experience and for the first time in my life I really experienced “sub space.” I was drooling (also humiliating). The sensations were so intense and I just wanted you to keep pushing me and stretching me open, but I also really liked how:
1.) you really warmed up my ass and played and stretched it so it did not feel painful, it was a really natural progression for me;
2.) I felt we stopped at a good point.
3.) I crave more touch and teasing on my g-spot – even now it turns me on when you found it and teased me about it.
Coming back to warming up my ass – stretching it out slowly really made me want to take more, versus other experiences where I have not gotten adequately warmed up and it really causes me to clench my ass, tighten up working against the end goal. My experience with ass play today, really great.
The final and in some ways most powerful moment was when I latched my feet onto your thighs and was thrust you into me and thrusting myself onto you. I had been fully converted from a straight male to a total sissy and actually craving and thrusting myself onto your cock. I felt totally topped in that moment. I thought about what it might be like someday to have a forced bi session with Daddy. I also wondered what it might have been like to have allowed me to wrap my legs around you and fuck myself on you as another option in the future.
My whole body is still vibrating from everything we did today. Thank you for such an amazing experience. I’m sure there are things I will want to add and say but I wanted to get it down while it was still all fresh.
And just to say it again, I realize that’s a lot of energy on your part Mistress Joan to orchestrate and track and sequence and transition us through all that – thank you – really masterful.
Coming to my first pro dome session, I was, like Daddy described in her blog post, “a nervous beginner.” By the time I arrived I already felt I was in good hands given the professional manner she conducted everything leading up to our first session. The last of my nervousness soon evaporated as she made me feel comfortable about my desires, leading me deeper into my submission.
